About Desire After Dark
Tobias “Slim” Jackson has the perfect life as a pilot on Gansett Island in the summer and in Florida in the winter. He’s happiest when he’s in the air, or at least that was the case before last summer when he met Erin Barton, Gansett Island’s newest lighthouse keeper. Now he can’t seem to find his usual enthusiasm for flying, winter in the sunny South or anything that doesn’t include her.
Tobias “Slim” Jackson has the perfect life as a pilot on Gansett Island in the summer and in Florida in the winter. He’s happiest when he’s in the air, or at least that was the case before last summer when he met Erin Barton, Gansett Island’s newest lighthouse keeper. Now he can’t seem to find his usual enthusiasm for flying, winter in the sunny South or anything that doesn’t include her.
Erin has been stuck on pause since she lost her twin brother. She’ll tell you herself that her life has been a hot mess since Toby died. After dropping out of law school, she’s flitted from one pointless job to another, existing rather than truly living. Then she comes to Gansett Island to take over as the new lighthouse keeper and meets Slim, who happens to share her beloved brother’s first name. That small coincidence is enough to convince Erin that she needs to spend more time with the dashing pilot—except for the fact that he’s spending the winter more than a thousand miles from her.
Now Slim’s come home to Gansett for the holidays and to hopefully pick up where he left off with Erin. He’s got twelve days before he’s due back in Florida to finish out the remainder of his winter obligations. A lot can happenin twelve days, but will it be enough to convince Erin that it’s time to start truly living again? Read Slim and Erin’s story and catch up with the rest of the Gansett Island cast in Desire After Dark!
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On the morning after Slim Jackson came
home to Gansett Island, Erin Barton awoke to the scents of his cologne and
starch on the dress shirt he’d worn to the McCarthys’ anniversary party. At
some point, he’d discarded the suit coat he’d been wearing when he arrived.
She didn’t remember falling asleep with
him on the sofa, or how they’d ended up snuggled together under a blanket. His
chest made for a comfortable pillow, and his arms around her had kept her from
tumbling off the sofa during the night. The last thing she recalled was kissing
him—soft, flirty kisses that hadn’t gone much beyond lips stroking lips, with
the promise of more to come.
The thought of that promise had her
skin tingling with awareness of the man sleeping next to her. After they’d
connected last fall, he’d left the island to work in Florida during the
off-season. She’d been counting the days until she could see him again, which
wasn’t something she did very often. In fact, she couldn’t recall the last time
she’d looked forward to seeing any man.
Before he arrived last night, she’d
tried to prepare herself for disappointment. Maybe the connection they’d forged
months ago in person and maintained through texts and phone calls and FaceTime
chats would’ve waned in the many weeks they’d spent apart. But it took only a
few minutes in his magnetic presence to know the opposite was true.
Their connection was alive and well,
and they had twelve days together to explore where it might lead. Though she’d
enjoyed their many entertaining conversations over the last few months, Erin
didn’t know where she wanted their “flirtation” to lead. She hadn’t been
seriously involved with a man in years and wasn’t sure she had what it took to
be in a relationship anymore—or if she even wanted a serious entanglement at
this point in her life.
The last man she’d been serious about
had been during law school, before she lost her twin brother in the 9/11
attacks on New York City, and her carefully crafted life fell apart in the
aftermath of unimaginable loss. By the time she came up for air, the man she’d
once planned to marry was long gone, not that she could blame him. The poor guy
had tried, Lord knows he’d tried, but there had been no consoling her.
Thinking about those dark days was
never a good idea, especially today when she had something far more positive to
focus on. She moved carefully to disentangle herself from Slim’s embrace,
hoping he would sleep awhile longer. He’d been tired last night from the long
day in the air, flying from Florida to Rhode Island for the McCarthys’
party—and to see her.
Erin went upstairs to make herself
presentable. She also couldn’t recall the last time she’d spent the night with
a man. It had been a while, long before she moved to Gansett Island hoping to
jumpstart her stalled life.
If the first few months on Gansett were
any indication, the move had been a good one. Thanks to her close friend, the
former lighthouse keeper, Jenny Wilks—now Jenny Martinez—Erin had been
introduced to an amazing group of new friends. And she’d met Tobias Fitzgerald
“Slim” Jackson Junior, the sweet, sexy pilot who’d come to her rescue after she
sprained her ankle on a dark island road last September.
Thinking about that night made her feel
giddy and breathless, which was silly, really. At thirty-eight, she was far too
old for such foolishness. Regardless, he’d charmed his way into her life that
night. He’d been dropping in regularly ever since, mostly via phone, text and
FaceTime, until last night when he showed up in person, sparking more of that
giddiness that seemed to happen any time he was around.
He’d met her parents at Jenny’s wedding
in October, and they’d immediately adored him and tuned in to the crackling
attraction between them. That had been a great night, capped off by a magical
good-night kiss when he brought her home. But then he’d left the island for
three months to work in Florida, and Erin had been surprised by how much she’d
missed him.
He’d been a terrible flirt from that
first night. Thinking about what he’d said to her the second night could still
make her shiver all these months later. After she’d agreed to have dinner with
him—once she was off the crutches—he’d stated his intentions rather boldly.
“I’m also persistent. If you’re going
to make me wait until the crutches are gone, I guess I’ll have to come by to
visit every day and make a pest of myself so you don’t forget about me.”
“You’re going to drive me crazy, aren’t
you?”
“Baby, that’s the very least of what I
want to do with you.”
Thinking about that now made her smile.
In addition to his sexy good looks, she loved how easygoing he was, how funny
and confident. She loved calling him out when he got too cocky, and he made her
laugh—a lot.
The thing she found most attractive
about him, however, was his kindness, especially during the days leading up to
Jenny’s wedding. He’d understood how difficult it was for Erin to see her
beloved brother’s fiancée marry another man, even though she was thrilled for
Jenny and Alex. Slim had provided the kind of support she would’ve expected
from a longtime friend rather than a new one, and he’d helped to get her
through what might’ve been a crisis otherwise. No matter what else happened
between them, she’d always be thankful to him for that.
She took her hair out of the messy bun
it had been in last night and brushed it until it fell in soft waves past her
shoulders. After brushing her teeth and putting on a bra under her T-shirt,
Erin crept down the stairs, taking a subtle glance at the handsome man still
sleeping on her sofa, before continuing on to the kitchen to make coffee. While
she waited for the coffee to percolate, she gazed at the collage of family
pictures on the fridge, zeroing in on Toby’s smiling face. He’d be gone fifteen
years later this year, but to her it might’ve been fifteen minutes. She
missed him desperately, even after all this time.
It had taken a while, a couple of
years, actually, for her to realize she would simply never get over losing him.
So she’d stopped trying, which had freed up the emotional energy she’d spent
railing at the circumstances under which he died. She smiled back at him now,
thankful for the photos, the memories, the reminders that he’d once existed and
had been closer to her than anyone, other than Jenny, of course.
Though the photos were displayed in a
tidy arrangement, Erin straightened them as she did every morning, in a pattern
of left to right. Left side first. Always. Keeping up that ritual and many
others was the only way to prevent further catastrophe, or so she told herself.
Her obsessive routine was interrupted when an arm slid around her from behind
and whiskers scraped against her neck.
“Morning.”
A shiver of sensation traveled down her
backbone. “Morning.”
“You forgot to kick me out last night.”
“So I did. You were tired after flying
all day. I didn’t have the heart to kick you out.”
“That’s awfully nice of you to say
since you haven’t even let me buy you dinner yet.”
Erin gave his belly a playful poke with
her elbow. “I’m beginning to think this dinner date is never going to happen.”
“Oh, it’s happening. Tonight, in
fact.”
“I have plans tonight.” She poured
two cups of coffee. “How do you like it?”
“Black is good.”
With his hands on her hips, he turned
her to face him. “What are these plans of which you speak?”
She handed him the mug and looked up at
him, dazzled by his gorgeous face, the warm brown eyes, the sleep-ruffled hair,
the scruff on his jaw and the lips that had kissed her so tenderly the night
before. “Alex and Jenny are having everyone over.”
“Then we’ll do dinner tomorrow night,
yes?”
“Sure, but I’ll believe it when I see
it.” Erin loved to goad him, something she’d never felt comfortable doing with
other men. But Slim was nothing if not comfortable to be around.
His eyes lit up with amusement as he
took a drink of coffee. “I believe you’re underestimating me.”
“Would I do that?”
“Yes, I believe you would. But that’s
okay. I do my best work when the expectations are low.” He wrapped a strand of
her hair around his finger. “Your hair has gotten long since the fall.”
“I decided to grow it out. You’ve seen
that on FaceTime.”
Shaking his head, he said, “You always
have it up.” He ran his fingers through the long strands. “I like it.”
“Thanks,” she said, unnerved by the
intense way he looked at her.
“I need to head over to my place and
see about getting the water turned on and firing up Big Bertha, the
temperamental furnace that takes three hours to warm up.”
“Oh, well… Um, you could stay here if
it’s easier than opening up your place.” The words were out of her mouth before
she could take the time to consider what she was offering.
A raised brow was his only immediate
response. While she held her breath, waiting to hear what he would say, he took
another sip of coffee.
“Unless you’d rather—”
He laid his index finger over her lips.
“I’d rather be wherever you are, but I don’t want to impose.”
“It’s no imposition. I have hot water
and heat and everything you’d need.”
“You left out one very important
feature of your lovely offer.”
“What?” she asked, genuinely confused.
He touched his lips to hers. “You’re here,
and since you’re offering twelve days of all Erin, all the time, I gratefully
accept your kind offer.”
“Do I need to spell out what I’m
offering and what I’m not offering?”
Smiling down at her, he said, “No need.
We’ll go with the flow and see what transpires.”
Erin laid her hand on his chest,
feeling the strong beat of his heart. “It’s been a long time since I’ve done
anything like this.”
Covering her hand with his, he quirked
that sexy eyebrow again. “Like what?”
“This. You, me, us. Hours on the phone,
looking forward to seeing someone, dating.”
“You make that sound like a dirty
word.”
“It has been for me.”
“Well, you haven’t had the supreme
pleasure of dating Tobias Fitzgerald Jackson Junior. He’s in a whole other
league from all other men you’ve had the misfortune of knowing.”
Erin rolled her eyes. “And he speaks of
himself in the third person, because that’s so attractive.”
A rakish grin lit up his face. “You
know it, baby.” He put his coffee cup on the counter. “I’m going to grab my bag
out of the car and then borrow your shower, if you don’t mind.”
“A daily shower is part of the
lighthouse bed-and-breakfast package.”
“Oh yum, what’s for breakfast?”
Erin groaned. “Aw, jeez, I
walked right into that one, didn’t I?”
“You don’t have to cook,” he said,
chuckling at her comment. “I could take you out somewhere.”
“No need. I have stuff here. I’ll
scrounge up something edible.”
“You sure about this, sweetheart? If
you’re having second thoughts about your spontaneous offer, I can get out of
your hair for now and come back later. Totally up to you.”
Erin loved that he
called her sweetheart and appreciated that he’d given her an out, but she
didn’t want out. She wanted him to stay. She wanted to spend every minute of
the next twelve days with him, not waiting for him to come
back. That didn’t mean she wasn’t scared senseless of how attached to him she
might be when it came time for him to leave again.
“I’m not having second thoughts about
you staying,” she said.
“Then what?” He touched the furrow
between her brows that she hadn’t realized was there.
“I’m concerned about what happens when
the twelve days are up.”
“That’s easy. You come back to Florida
with me and hang out for the rest of the winter.”
Erin wondered if her shock registered
on her face. “I’m not going to Florida with you.”
“Why not? What’ve you got to do here
that would be more fun than hanging out in the warm sunshine with me?”
Nothing. There was nothing here that
would be better than spending the rest of the winter with him in Florida. But
she couldn’t do that. “I do have a life here, you know, and a job.”
“That takes five minutes a day, and
Jenny could do it for you since the landscaping business is shut down for the
winter.”
“They’re not completely shut down.
They’re still plowing snow and selling Christmas trees.”
“She would do it for you, Erin. You
know she would.”
Yes, Jenny would do it for her, but running
the lighthouse wasn’t the only reason she couldn’t go.
But before she could fall down that
particular rabbit hole, he came to her rescue once again. “Let’s not worry
about that today when we have so many better things to do, such as getting a
tree for this place. It’s four days before Christmas. Where’s your tree?”
“I didn’t bother to get one.” Since her
brother died, she hadn’t bothered with a lot of things that used to bring her
joy. A tree always seemed like more trouble than it was worth.
“We need to rectify that immediately.
We can’t very well spend the holidays together and not get a tree. I have needs
that must be met.”
The double meaning wasn’t lost on her.
“Is that right?”
“Absolutely! It’s Christmas.
That means we have to bake and cook and wrap presents. Lots to do and not a lot
of time left to do it before the big day.” He was still talking as he headed
down the stairs. “Be right back!”
Erin watched him go, oddly elated by
his overabundance of Christmas spirit when that would normally annoy her. She
couldn’t remember the last time she’d given a crap about the holidays. Well,
that wasn’t entirely true. The holidays were one of many things she’d stopped
giving a crap about after her brother was cruelly murdered along with three
thousand other innocent souls.
Erin couldn’t help but wonder what a
lighthearted, happy-go-lucky man like Slim would think of the darkness that
dwelled inside her. What would he think when he found out that she hadn’t
stepped foot on an airplane in nearly fifteen years and, if she had her way,
never would again? There were a lot of things about her that would probably be
a huge turnoff to a guy like Slim, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t enjoy this
interlude with him while it lasted and then pick up her regular life already in
progress after he left.
She had erected walls in front of her
walls, barriers intended to keep anyone from getting too close, which was why
Slim was completely shocked that she’d asked him to stay with her. Not that he
was complaining. Not at all. He was thrilled but shocked, too. Standing before
the mirror in the lighthouse’s tiny bathroom, he shaved his face and puzzled
through the unexpected turn of events.
During their many phone calls, FaceTime
chats and texts over the last few months, she’d let him see her witty side as
they bantered back and forth. Other than the night last summer when she’d asked
him about his real name and she’d told him about the twin brother she’d lost,
they hadn’t delved too far beneath the surface. They talked about the winter
weather in Florida versus Rhode Island, about his customers and flights, the
places he went with his plane and the activities that kept Erin and her band of
friends busy on the island during the cold winter months.
They talked about the TV shows they were
watching, and had watched much of the last season of “The Voice” together,
rooting for the same contestant to win.
Not once had they talked about where
all those conversations might be leading. He’d asked her where she planned to
be during the holidays, and when she said she was debating between staying on
the island or going home to Pennsylvania, he asked if he could see her after
the McCarthys’ party. When he touched down on the island’s runway yesterday, he
hadn’t known whether he would be here for one day or twelve days or what. He’d
cleared his schedule in Florida through the holidays, hoping the longer visit
to Gansett would materialize.
She’d seemed genuinely thrilled to see
him last night, as thrilled as he was to see her after counting the days for
weeks. And kissing her had been… He blew out a deep breath. That had been
incredible, if also unexpected.
This entire situation with her was
unexpected. He’d spent his adult life chasing the sun and the work. He flew out
of Gansett Island in the summer and Palm Beach in the off-season, taking people
where they needed to go while studiously avoiding anything that smacked of
commitment in his personal life. That just wasn’t his style—or it hadn’t been
before the September night when he rescued Erin on a dark road and found
himself on the business end of a hook, getting reeled in slowly but surely by a
woman for the first time ever.
It was funny, really, when you
considered how much pleasure he’d taken in mocking his friends Mac, Adam, Grant
and Evan McCarthy, who’d fallen one by one in the last couple of years, along
with Owen Lawry, the Martinez brothers, Luke Harris and even Seamus O’Grady.
His Gansett Island friends had gone to the “dark” side of love and marriage,
and if a happier bunch of bastards had ever lived, Slim hadn’t yet met them.
And now here he was, inordinately
delighted by an invitation from the emotionally remote but incredibly sexy,
beautiful lighthouse keeper who wanted him to stay with her for the next twelve
days. The lighthouse was charming but tiny, with a bedroom, a small bathroom, a
galley kitchen and a cozy living room. It had some of the best views of
anywhere on the scenic island. But the one thing it didn’t have was a second
bedroom.
As he combed his hair and cleaned up
the bathroom, he couldn’t wait to see what bedtime might bring. Would he be
spending another night on her comfortable sofa, or would he get to sleep with
her? The thought of sleeping with her again, of holding and kissing her, not to
mention the many other possibilities, had his skin tingling with anticipation.
Though he’d studiously avoided commitment and anything that smacked of a
relationship, he’d found himself craving more of this particular woman after
spending time with her last fall.
Now that he was finally here, in her
home, where she seemed to want him as much as he wanted to be there, he didn’t
care what they did—or didn’t do. Knowing he had twelve long, cold winter days
to snuggle in with her was the best Christmas gift he’d ever received.
Dressed in jeans and a sweater, Slim
came down the stairs to find the table set with blue plates with white anchors
in the middle of them. Erin was in the kitchen, wearing an apron, and he had
the highly inappropriate thought that he’d like to see her in only the
apron sometime. He forced that thought from his head so he wouldn’t have to
deal with an embarrassing situation.
“Something smells good.” His stomach
let out a loud growl to make his point.
“Don’t get too excited. It’s just
pancakes and sausage.”
“Too late. I’m excited.”
“Clearly it doesn’t take much to get
you excited.”
“That’s not true at all. It takes a
lot. Like a gorgeous woman making me a delicious breakfast while wearing a sexy
apron. What’s not exciting about that?” He helped himself to another cup of
coffee and topped off her mug, too.
“How do you know it’s going to be
delicious?”
“Because you made it.” He kissed her
cheek and left her to finish cooking, because what he really wanted to do was
kiss her senseless. There’d be time for that later, after she lost the wariness
that remained in her expression when she looked at him. Was she wondering if he
was sincere in his interest in her? How could she still be wondering about that
after all the hours they’d spent talking over the last few months?
He’d never spent that much time talking
to any woman without sex as part of the equation. But how could she know that
lengthy conversations weren’t part of his regular routine? He’d have to find a
way to let her know that nothing about their “friendship,” or whatever you
wanted to call it, was regular or routine for him.
The breakfast was, in fact, delicious,
and he scored more points by offering to do the dishes while she showered. As
he worked, he noticed the family photos on the refrigerator, zeroing in on the
smiling dark-haired young man who looked so much like Erin, right down to the
dimple in his cheek and the devilish look in his eyes. He had to be Toby, and
seeing a picture of him for the first time, Slim ached for her loss.
She came down the spiral stairs a short
time later with her hair in a ponytail, wearing a red wool sweater adorned with
white snowflakes, and faded jeans, looking far more like a college co-ed than a
thirty-eight-year-old woman. He’d been shocked when she’d once referred to
herself as an old lady because she was in her late thirties. Before she told
him her age, he would’ve guessed thirty at most. He was thirty-nine and amazed
to be having genuine feelings for a woman for the first time since high school.
“Ready?” he asked, stashing his phone
in his back pocket.
“Whenever you are.”
They took his truck to the Martinez
Lawn & Garden retail store, where they spent half an hour picking out the
perfect tree.
Jenny Martinez was working the cash
register when they went inside to pay. “Hey, guys,” she said, clearly surprised
to see him with Erin. “What brings you out on this freezing-cold day?”
Slim produced the price tag the guy
working in the yard had given him. “Erin needed a Christmas tree.”
“Erin doesn’t do Christmas trees,”
Jenny said with a questioning look for Erin.
Erin shrugged. “I guess I do this
year.”
“Very interesting,” Jenny said with a
grin for her friend.
Slim handed over three twenties for the
tree.
“Hey, wait!” Erin said. “I want to chip
in.”
“You can buy the lights. We also need a
wreath and some of that red stuff over there.”
“The winterberry?” Jenny asked.
“Yeah, that. It’ll look good in a vase
on the table, don’t you think, sweetheart?” He went over to pick out a bundle
of sticks they didn’t really need—and gave her a chance to talk about him
“behind his back.”
“Holy shit!” Jenny said in an
exaggerated whisper. “What gives?”
“Not sure what you mean,” Erin said,
though she knew exactly what her friend was getting at.
“You. Him. Buying a tree. Together. He
called you sweetheart. Any questions?”
Erin laughed at Jenny’s recitation.
“He’s hanging out with me for the holiday and wanted a tree. And winterberry,
apparently.” She glanced at him on the other side of the store where he was
having an animated conversation with Paul Martinez.
“Hanging out,” Jenny said, making air
quotes. “Is that a metaphor?”
“For what?” While she tried to avoid
Jenny’s probing stare, Erin arranged and rearranged things on the counter.
Placing a hand over Erin’s to refocus
her attention, Jenny waggled her brows suggestively.
“Not yet it isn’t.”
“But it might be?”
“We’re taking it hour by hour. So far,
it’s been fun. That’s all I can tell you.”
“You’re still coming tonight,
right?”
“Wouldn’t miss it.”
“Bring him. Alex and Paul adore him.
They’d love to have him there, and so would I so I can gauge his intentions
toward my sweet sister-friend Erin.”
For many years after Toby died, she and
Jenny had struggled to define their relationship to outsiders. Somehow “friend”
didn’t seem adequate when they should’ve been sisters-in-law. Over time they’d
settled on sister-friend, but it had been a very long time since either of them
had used the term. Hearing it now brought special meaning to a day that was
already shaping up to be pretty special.
“I’m sure he’d love to come. I’ll ask
him.”
“You’re still bringing your famous
seven-layer dip, right?”
“Yep.”
“Good, because Alex asked me to make
sure. I think he’d eat it with a spoon if I’d let him.”
“I’ll make extra for him.”
“He would love you forever for that.”
Slim rejoined them, carrying a huge
bundle of winterberry. “Are you done talking about me?”
“Could he be any more
full of himself?” Erin asked Jenny.
“Did she talk about me? Tell me the
truth.”
“She didn’t say a word about you,”
Jenny said with a straight face.
“Nothing at all? I’m
gutted, crushed, devastated.”
“You’re also very dramatic.” Amused,
Erin handed over a twenty to pay for the winterberry and took the ten in
change. “Let’s get going. We’ve got a tree to decorate.”
“I’ll see you tonight,” Jenny
said.
“See you then.”
“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do in the
meantime,” she whispered to Erin. “Which means anything goes.”
“Shut it!” Erin said, leaving Jenny
laughing.
While Slim put the tree in the back of
his pickup truck, she got into the cab that smelled of his distinctive cologne.
If rakish sex appeal, quick wit and sharp intelligence could be captured in a
scent, whatever he wore did the trick for her.
He got into the truck and fired it up,
blasting the heat. The frigid day was overcast and stormy, the kind of winter
day she loved and the majority of sane people hated.
Erin never used to love winter as much
as she did now, but the older she got, the more she enjoyed hibernating in the
winter. Although on Gansett Island, an endless array of social events kept
everyone busy during the off-season, making hibernation difficult. It was
probably just as well, or she’d be a total hermit by now.
“Where to?” she asked as he pulled the
truck onto the main road.
“Now we go to find some lights and
ornaments for the tree.”
“I saw some stuff at the pharmacy last
week. Not sure if it’s still there or sold out by now.”
“We’ll start there. If necessary, we’ll
go beachcombing for ornaments.”
Erin liked the way he operated, how he
didn’t sweat the small stuff and made the most mundane things, like eating
breakfast, fun. In that way, he was her polar opposite. She sweated
everything—big stuff and small. She was an obsessive over-thinker, which was
why she’d shocked not only him but herself with the spontaneous invitation to
stay with her.
For once, she hadn’t taken the time to
think the plan through from every possible angle and outcome. She’d just acted,
and the look on his face had been priceless and well worth the lack of
dithering that would normally precede such a decision.
She hadn’t always been this way. At one
time, she’d driven her parents insane with the number of times she’d changed
her major before settling on pre-law. Her spontaneity had gotten her in trouble
on more than one occasion, never more so than when perpetrating pranks with her
equally mischievous twin. That side of her had died with him.
She’d read once about a man who’d
detested chocolate until he had surgery and awoke from the anesthesia craving
chocolate. Similarly, Erin had emerged on the other side of her tremendous loss
a completely different person. Even all these years later, she was still
getting to know that new person—and new Erin was someone else altogether when
Slim Jackson was around.
Rediscovering the lighthearted girl she
used to be had been an interesting side effect of her friendship with him.
She’d nearly forgotten that girl had once resided inside her, but finding her
again after all this time was like a revelation in and of itself. And that,
more than anything, was why she’d asked him to stay. She liked how she felt
when he was around—unburdened, hopeful, giddy, aroused, breathless,
off-balance.
Those feelings also made her nervous
for what would happen after he left again. His invitation to join him in
Florida had stunned her. But what had stunned her even more was how much
she wanted to take him up on it.
He was slowly but surely dragging her
out of the shell she’d crawled into long ago, hiding from the parts of life she
found too painful to deal with. Inside that shell, she was safe and protected
from things that could hurt her. The thought of a life outside the shell made
her shudder in fear of what happened when you loved someone too much and they
were ripped from your life suddenly and without warning.
“Are you cold?” Slim asked, turning up
the heat.
“Little bit,” she said, rather than
confess to the fears that had her shuddering.
Being on the island had helped to crack
the shell somewhat. It was impossible to be around the people who lived here
and not engage in meaningful relationships and new friendships. They simply
wouldn’t allow anyone to wallow by themselves for too long, and now there was a
man who wasn’t going to allow her to wallow either. At some point, she’d have
to decide how far out of the shell she was willing to venture.
Slim parked the truck at the pharmacy
and turned off the engine. “You okay over there? You’re awfully quiet.”
“Just thinking.”
“What I wouldn’t give to know what goes
on inside that head of yours.”
Erin laughed at the way he said that.
“It’s probably better that you don’t.”
“I don’t know about that. Wait for me.”
At first she didn’t know what he meant,
and then he was opening her door and helping her out of the truck. “While I
appreciate your manners, I’m perfectly capable of getting out by myself.”
“You get me, you get my manners, too,
sweetheart.” He also held the door to the pharmacy for her and ushered her in
ahead of him with a hand to her lower back.
As a fully self-sufficient woman, she
wanted to argue some more about his need to play the role of protective alpha
man. But she enjoyed the courtesy too much to protest. She’d never been with a
man who was so consistent about holding doors, and though it would take some
getting used to, she decided she could live with his brand of gallantry.
They found a picked-over display of
Christmas decorations in the front of the store. There were six boxes of white
lights left, and he grabbed all of them.
“Why do we need so many lights?” Erin
asked.
“My rule is, until it hurts to look at
the tree, you don’t have enough lights. Six boxes ought to do it.”
“That’s ridiculous, but if you insist…”
“I do.” With the lights tucked under
one arm, Slim reached for a box of gold ornaments.
Erin stopped him. “I like your
beachcombing idea. It’s much more original than generic gold balls.”
“It’ll be cold out there today.”
“I can handle it if you can with your
thin Florida blood.”
His rich, wicked-sounding laugh sent a
bolt of heat rippling through her body. He was sexy all the time, but when he
laughed or smiled, his sexiness reached incendiary levels. “You’re on, babe.”
And she liked when he called her that
and sweetheart. She liked it an awful lot.
Marie Force is the New York Times bestselling author of contemporary romance, including the Gansett Island Series, which has sold more than 2.2 million books, and the Fatal Series from Harlequin Books, which has sold more than 1 million books. In addition, she is the author of the Green Mountain Series from Berkley Publishing as well as the new erotic romance Quantum Series, written under the slightly modified name of M.S. Force.
Her goals in life are simple--to finish raising two happy, healthy, productive young adults, to keep writing books for as long as she possibly can and to never be on a flight that makes the news.
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